true friends are never apart...

boys are just plain stupid

2005-11-18T19:28:22Z

so it's been snowing for 3 days straight and we have around 3 inches give or take a few. now don't get me wrong i like snow, b/c it looks pretty. however walking in it to go to and from class is something i could very well do without. also damn west michigan and their wind getting up to 30 mph on just about any given day! w/e i'll live i'm sure of it. going home for thanksgiving next week that should be nice, i hope for a drama free week at home but i'm not too sure if that is possible sometimes. i have to work at target sometime the day after thanksgiving and i have to say i'm not really looking forward to it b/c i know how many crazy people go out on that day. seeing that i'm usually shopping w/them but this year i get to put up with them instead. it should be interesting to say the least.

tomorrow is the big playoff game for gvsu against north dakota. it better be good and i hope it doesn't rain like the weather channel has said b/c wet and cold isn't my think, so no thanks on the rain, snow i can deal with but rain f that.

well i think i'm going to find something a bit more productive to do.

nellybelly2004 @ 2005-09-20T20:49:00

2005-09-21T01:06:38Z

well i guess the only person who reads this thing anymore is laura. but that's alright i suppose. things are going pretty good i guess. i managed to get a C on my anatomy test last week which i was really happy about cuz that class is so hard. we just go though chapters so fast and there's just so much information. i don't think that it helped either on the first day of class when my professor told the class of like 100 people that there is about a 50% fail rate for the class. thanks for the words of encouragement, really. i guess if worse comes to worse i'll just have to retake the stupid class cuz of course i need it.

on saturday the roommates and i went to an 80's party, it was pretty fun i must say. we all looked pretty sweet in our outfits from good will. so the day before we went to buy our outfits and these two little older ladies working asked what we were getting these things for and we told them about the party. well when we went to walk out the door she was like "now remember no drinking if your not 21", it was funny. we all had a pretty good time and when we got home later that night we ate everything in sight, oh ya and i fell on the ground getting crackers out of the cupboard. i'm a genius and it for sure showed.

nothing else to add.

nellybelly2004 @ 2005-09-12T16:53:00

2005-09-12T21:04:32Z

so i think it's been like 2 months since i have updated my journal and i'm sure there isn't anyone who still reads this thing but if you do care then just let me know.

school is school and it's going fine so far but i'm sure that will change within a few weeks if not sooner. i already have a test this thursday in my anatomy class over 4 chapters which i'm sure will oh so much fun. one good thing about school is our town house or whatever its called. much more room than our tiny dorm last year plus we have air. i'm not going to lie it is a huge bonus seeing that today it was a lovely 91 degrees. which i really don't see as being so nice when your stuck at school, plus its september 12 i think that's a bit too hot. it makes me miss summer.

i'm missing beck & jess a bunch and i really want them to come and visit soon. good luck jess at american idol auditions this week. i know you have what it takes to become the next american idol.

k i'm done now (laura i did this for you)

nellybelly2004 @ 2005-07-07T15:50:00

2005-07-07T19:59:30Z

wow....i really haven't updated in a very long time. to tell the truth i really don't have the time to even do it right now. if i'm not working at either of my 2 jobs( target or olive garden..feel free to come and visit) i'm hanging out w/becky, jess and kimmie or jake. summer is going by fast and it's really almost over. i go back to gvsu in a lil over a month. but anyway nothing much has been really going on besides what i've already stated so i'm done for now, and i have to get ready for work anyway.

goodbye GVSU....well for 4 months anyways

2005-04-28T22:48:47Z

packing up my things to go home tomorrow. cannot believe my freshman year of college is already done, it just flew by. i'm defiantly ready for summer to start, i needed the break from school. well i guess i should get back to packing.

Your Inner European is Irish!

Sprited and boisterous!

You drink everyone under the table.

Who's Your Inner European?

random

2005-04-19T05:56:09Z

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stop snowing!

2005-03-02T14:56:25Z

i figured it was time for an update since i've been lacking on doing it lately. only 2 more days until spring break and i cannot wait, i'm so sick of school right now and i don't think all this f-ing snow is helping me out. got mid-term grades and ya i think i'm slacking in a few of my classes so i need to work on that. maybe after break it will be better. other than school getting on my last nerve things have been great.

found out a few weeks ago that i got an apartment for next year w/riley, savanna, laura and kaitlyn. 10C in Laker Village so that should be fun. becky & kimmy came to visit not to long ago and that was fun. really missed them both. when they were here we went to a graffiti party along w/riley, savanna, laura, and kaitlyn, it was interesting to say the least, so many damn people in one tiny room, but it was fun. we also went to mongolian bbq which was excellent except that we had to wait 15 minutes or so for them to cook noodles, it doen't even take that long!

found out the other night that this spring good charlotte & simple plan are going on tour together, that just made my week! well that's about all time for class

interesting

2005-02-09T16:29:45Z

<td>You are a sock.

You are a cozy, fuzzy, warm-hearted person. A lot of your friends describe you as a hopeless romantic. You fall for the opposite sex very easily. But be careful, because usually you don't know what you are getting into, and because you are very sensitive, you can get hurt... especially in early relationships. Also, don't exclude the cold-hearted from your "want-list", because they just might be looking for a kind person to warm up their heart.... or a sock to warm up their feet.

Most compatible with: Toilet Paper.

Click here -- What Random Object Represents Your Inner Self?
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i'm not doing so good w/this

2005-01-24T16:54:22Z

i've been rather busy these past few weeks back at school and haven't really had the time to update. since i've been back at GVSU i've gotten 3 fish. (jake got me a fish tank for christmas) 2 are dwarf puffers and the other is a catfish to clean up the crap. the puffers are rather funny to sit and watch, they are more interesting than any other fish i have ever seen cuz they actually do something.

class are going okay i guess, i have decided that i hate biology cuz my teacher is a big ass! one is because i cannot understand him during class and the other is because he gives homework with the hardest questions, i never remember biology at romeo ever being this bad. then we get our homework for this week and its 58 questions but its only worth 20 points. i mean come on thats nothing for all that work, but w/e i'll deal with it. dance is going okay, my teacher likes to kick our asses so i guess thats good, just tiring. other than that everything is going okay.

didn't do much this weekend, just sat around and watched t.v. or a movie. i watched both Napoleon Dynamite & Anchorman with jake. it snowed a crap load from late friday night till saturday morning. i'm really ready for the snow and cold weather to stop so it can be spring. well time for class.

*danielle*

it has been awhile

2005-01-12T15:19:08Z

i enjoyed my christmas break, it was good to be home, for awhile anyways. christmas was good, got spend a lot of time with family and stuff. new years was fun. i spent it jake, dave, alex, garrett, and jake's family. all i have to say was it was an interesting night. the rest of break was spent with either becky, jake, family or work. i remembered why i didn't like working at mickey d's the first day i went back. the only good part was getting to see some of the people i used to work with.

got back to school on sunday night around 8:45 or so.

monday was the first day back to class and it wasn't a fun day. i had class from 9 till 11. then dance from 1-2:25, my teacher kicked our butts for the first day. then i had bio lab from 3-5:50 which was loads of fun let me tell you. at some dinner then had to be at work from 9-12. yesterday wasn't much better i have classes from 10-2:15 then dance from 4-5:25 then work from 6-9. i've just been so worn out these past 2 days, i just hope it gets better. cannot wait till this weekend so i can catch up on sleep which i think i might do right now so goodnight.

*danielle*

You Are Aurora! (A.K.A. Sleeping Beauty.)

2004-12-22T21:04:06Z

You Are Aurora! (A.K.A. Sleeping Beauty.)

Thoughtful and loving. Authority figures probably have been sheltering you all of your life. Thankfully you're a very tranquil person who is content with what life has given you, but secretly you want to know how the outside world works.

Which Disney Princess Are You?

it's the best disney movie ever

*danielle*

when i'm eating, i feel like i'm eating-haha riley

2004-12-15T22:37:57Z

wow it has been a long time since i have last written in this thing. let's see... i came home last weekend to see all my dancing girls in the nutcracker, nice job ladies!

cannot believe this semester is already over it just went by so fast, but that's a good thing. laura was like think of it this way only 7 more semesters to go! seems like a lot but i know it isn't. so next year kaitlyn, riley, savanna, laura and i all decided we want to live together next year. hopefully we will get the place we want, it would be so much easier if we didn't have to be put in this thing called the "freshman lottery". it's so dumb! it's in february and everyone in our group gets a number, when your number is called you get to go and pick our your housing. but there is only so many of the kind we need, a 5 person one, and there are only a few of these. we think we have a good chance because most people have 2 or 4 people and we have 5. it better work out and thats all i have to say.

exams went good i guess. i think i could have done better but it's over now so whatever. just have to wait until dec 23rd to see my grades. how nice of them to have them right before christmas. so you can choose to have a bad christmas or a bad new year. haha i guess whatever works out better for you. i'm just glad i don't have to go back until jan 10th, i hope i have a good 3 weeks home, cuz i can't go back early.

i decided that while i was home i should go back to work, good old mickey d's, that should be interesting to say the least. i think i'm crazy for going back but hey i need all the money i can get. i really need to get some shopping done sometime soon i'm only about half done, so i might want to work on that. well i guess i should start unpacking my stuff or may be not, i'm not really in the mood to.

*danielle*

nellybelly2004 @ 2004-11-30T14:50:00

2004-11-30T20:29:16Z

i have to say i had a pretty nice break.

i got home around 8:30 on tuesday night so i really didn't get to do anything. on wednesday i woke up early and went w/my mom to bowling and ended up bowling 4 games w/my lil brother Alex. after bowling i went out to eat w/my mom, brother, grandma, and aunt to taco bell. very good.

thursday, "turkey day", was a very busy day. i had to go pick up jake at 11 to go to my aunts for an early thanksgiving dinner at 12:30. after our nice meal we watched the lions lose w/my dad and uncle. during the 4th i feel asleep. jake and i left around 5:30 to make it to his house for dinner at 6:30. it was nice to have 2 good meals in one day, however they were very filling. after dinner we played this game called apples to apples, it was fun. we then watched the stepford wives, which was an okay movie. headed home cuz i had to get up at 4 am to go shopping w/my mom, aunts and grandma.

my aunt and grandma picked me up around 4:30, boy was that fun! first we went to meijers which was crazy. this one lady had brought her kids with her. come on! why would you drag your kids w/you, at 4:30 no less, to go shopping the day after thanksgiving. i understand they have good sales an all but what kind of parent are you. either have someone say w/your kids or just don't go. i mean is it really worth it? anyways after meijers we went to target to get somethings plus pick up my mom, she had to work from 12 am to 6 am. then it was to the mall to meet up w/my other two aunts. did some shopping around there and went to eat. during lunch my grandma had said something about someone being a heartless sb. well then my aunt tammy started calling everyone we were talking about a heartless son of a bitch. guess it was funny when it happened, maybe you just had to be there. later that night i went w/becky to the new salvation army in romeo, very nice. from there we went over to jeremy's to watch a movie, ened up watching 2, white chicks and seven both pretty good movies.

saturday i went to get my haircut by k.weber. i told her i wanted something different and different is what i got. i no longer had blonde hair, just some blonde highlights. i'm somewhat close to my natural color. its a lighter brown w/a reddish tint. i like it, i'm glad i have something different. i was just getting sick of the same old hair color. after my haircut i went to my cousin's baby shower. hung out w/jake for a few hours then went back home for dinner. later that night i went to jeremy's again w/becky and watched some tv.

sunday i didn't do a lot. watched dirty dancing while i finished washing and packing up my cloths. then i went w/becky to the other salvation army in utica however its closed on sundays. so instead we went to taco bell which was a good replacement. had another good home cooked meal and then back up to school.

so finals are in a few weeks and i have to say i'm a bit nervous about them. hope they aren't too bad. well almost time for class so i guess i should stop.

*danielle*

love is when your friends come 3 hours to see you

2004-11-22T03:20:17Z

what can i say...i had an extremely wonderful weekend. friday after i was done w/class for the day jake and i went to KFC, yes KFC, mainly because we wanted mashed potatoes so bad. it was sooo worth it! later that night i went w/jake, garrett and dave to some party in downtown grand rapids. well first we got lost, then the party got broken up and moved to another room. in the other room for maybe an hour or so and then that one got broken up, so we left.

saturday becky and kimmy came for a visit. the three of us went out to eat at cracker barrel it was so good minus our waitress, she just took so dam long. we then went to the mall for at least two hours. on the way back from the mall we stopped at meijer to get some bulk candy. we didn't think to right down the numbers for the candy besides that we would of forgotten by the time we checked out. so we go to the express lane and basically we pissed of the girl working there. i told her that i didn't know the number for my candy, she just gives us a dirty look. she then says well you could of memorized it, however we didn't hear her so i asked her nicely what she had said. she was like i said you could of memorized it, i turned around and was like well you didn't have to be a bitch about it. then kimmy goes sorry for making you do your job. i mean is it really that hard to push some buttons? come on! she wasn't doing anything anyways, just staring off in space. heaven forbid you have to do something at work. left there and came back to the dorm. later that night laura and riely invited the three of us to join them for "extreme boggle", wondered around the dorm knocking on peoples doors and leaving messages on their wipe off boards. around 1:30 or so riely wanted a mountain dew. we couldn't get one from the lobby cuz i guess at night they turn them off, which i thought was weird, so we had to walk to the c-store. met two weird guys who ended up following us back into laura's room. riely, laura and i went in the hall a bit later to figure out how to get rid of the weirdos. we were getting sick of them tell us they were virgins, like we were going to give it up to them or something. so we told them the RA walked by saying it was too loud and everyone had to leave. being as drunk as they were they bought it and left. about 30 minutes later we left and went to bed.

today i have to say i've been pretty unproductive. i have to say i love tbs, cuz they have showed movies all day today. i watched D-2 the mighty ducks, problem child 2, a lil of man of the house (lions game), matilda, some of ants (fell asleep for a good hour or more), and now wizard of oz. like i said i've been very unproductive today. but i really don't care. i cannot wait till thanksgiving. and then the day after i'm going to shop w/all the crazy ass people and some of my family. then on saturday k. weber is going to cut my hair! yay for a haircut. well maybe i'll start some hw but its not due till tuesday so maybe not. i'll find something to do i'm sure.

*danielle*

what a bass-whole!

its been awhile

2004-11-15T23:33:18Z

i didn't realize that it had been so long since i had last updated, i guess i've just been busy with school and other things. 1st things 1st, today is my lil sha~she's birthday, happy 15th honey i love you. you've just grown up so fast i cannot believe you will be sweet 16 next year, omg and be able to drive. well i had a pretty uneventful weekend, the only thing i really did was go to the movies with jake to see the incredibles, which is a good movie i suggest everyone go and see it. and we also went to the dollar store. those were the two big events this weekend, oh ya i almost forgot, GV's football team made it to playoff's and won the 1st game. good luck guys!

so i'm sitting at work right know, avoiding my homework, cuz i'm just not in the mood to write a paper. i cannot wait till this semester is over so i can be done with writing, well until my junior year, but that is still along time away. i'm very excited for this weekend cuz becky and kimmy are coming to visit me! i hope we can find something fun to do around here. i also cannot wait till thanksgiving, cuz 1. i get to come home and 2. home cooked meals. you'll never understand how much you miss the little things like that until you have to eat the same kinds of food every day with very little variety. so those of you still at home enjoy the good food before its too late! lol i'm kidding but really don't take it for granted.

on another note, i feel like sometimes i'm losing touch with people back home. maybe its just me, but it seems like some people only want to talk to me when they want to. like i said maybe i'm paranoid but still its making me think people don't want to be my friend cuz i'm 3 hours away at school. but whatever i guess they weren't really my friend in the first place, i'm not going to make them if they don't want to. i have other things on my mind and better things to do anyway. guess i'm just getting used to my feelings getting hurt by the people i think are my friends. well fuck it.

well i guess its time to get to started on my homework before procrastination gets the best of me.

*danielle*

p.s. happy birthday to sherri nov. 16th and happy birthday to jess nov. 21

nellybelly2004 @ 2004-11-08T00:17:00

2004-11-08T05:17:32Z

1. Give me a nickname and explain why you picked it.
2. Am I loveable?
3. How long have you known me?
4. When and how did we first meet?
5. What was your first impression?
6. Do you still think that way about me now?
7. What do you think my weakness is?
8. Do you think I'll get married?
9. What makes me happy?
10. What makes me sad?
11. What reminds you of me?
12. If you could give me anything what would it be?
13. How well do you know me?
14. When's the last time you saw me?
15. Ever wanted to tell me something but couldn't?
16. Do you think I could kill someone?
17. Describe me in one word.
18. Do you think our friendship is getting stronger/weaker/or staying the same?
19. Do you feel that you could talk to me about anything and I would listen?
20. Are you going to put this on your LiveJournal and see what I say about you?

what a weekend

2004-11-08T05:06:07Z

went home for the weekend to spend time w/becky, plus it had been her birthday on wednesday. well i left allendale around 12:30 on friday and missed my last class to come home early to surprise her, she didn't think i was coming home until 6 or later. got to the dance studio around 3:45 however she saw me before i made it out of my car, oh well. hung around the studio a while then went to pick my mom up at work. then out to eat and back to the studio again to watch some nutcracker practice. after that me, becky, em, and MAD went to AMC 30 to see saw. i think it was the scariest movie i have ever seen in my life. MAD sat next to me and during the scary parts we squeezed each others hand so tight that neither one of us could move our hands after but hey i'm a baby when it comes to that kind of stuff.

saturday becky and i went to the GV football game vs mich tech at the BIG HOUSE. we met jake, mike (jakes cousin), and dave at the game. we won 24-7, plus mich tech was 9-0 before playing us and they played terrible, can we say over rated, um yes we can. after that i went over to becky's for dinner and i have to say homemade food is the best thing ever. then today becky had a "birthday party" at the bowling alley, it was lots of fun. went home after bowling for an early dinner, very good.

i was very glad i got to come home this weekend. got to hang out w/all my favorite people. i love you guys! plus i really just needed sometime away from school. well time for bed, sweet dreams

*danielle*

just another crappy weekend

2004-10-25T03:11:50Z

this week went by rather well. on tuesday we go our mid-term grades and i'm doing better that i thought. nothing really eventful happened during the week, except that kaitlyn and i skipped our modern class on friday. reason for this was we were having a combined class with the advanced class and there are some girls in there who think they are the next ballet star. well we get there and kaitlyn looks at me and was like i don't wanna be here. i told her it was her call and shes like lets go get something to eat, so we did. ya so what if we're skippers, eating lunch was much better than going to class.

spent friday night hanging out with jake. we went to meijer's, always fun, then we went over to jake's cousins boyfriends house for a party. nothing too exciting happened around there. saturday it rained almost the whole day, just like last saturday. i went with laura and her friend clare to eat then we went to pick up our tickets for the homecoming football game. however we lost 35-14 it was kind of sad. in the 1st 2 interceptions were thrown at then end of the 1st it was 21-0, during half time it down pored for about 10 minutes and a lot of people left. in the 3rd we scored our only 2 touch downs, we really thought they were going to make a come back. but then in the 4th another interception was thrown and after that they scored another touch down, so we left. laura, clare and i came back to my room and ordered pizza. we were going to watch a movie but my dvd player is broken and it doesn't seem fixable. today i spent the day doing my hw, watching the lions (who won..yeah), and doing some laundry. what a fun and exciting day!

well i think i'm going to take a shower.

~*danielle*~

i miss everyone so much!! 2 more weeks until i come home cuz it will be beck's 18th b-day!

more randomness

2004-10-20T04:38:41Z

what is your full name?: Danielle Elizabeth Finn
spell your first name backwards: Elleinad
date of birth: June 29, 1986
male or female: female
astrological sign: cancer
nicknames: danielly, dani, nelly, nelly finn, defalephalant, nelly belly, dani girl,lover
occupation: student
Hair color: brownishblonde
Eye color: blue
Where were you born: rochester hills
Where do you reside now: washington/allendale
Age: 18
Screen names: nellybelly2004
What does your screen name stand for: one of my many nicknames & grad year
Pets: dodge my dog
Number of candles you blew out on your last birthday cake: 18
Piercings: 7 in my ears
Tattoos: 1 on my ankle
Shoe size: 7 1/2 or 8
Right or lefty: righty
Wearing: red sugarcult shirt & black sweatpants
Hearing: seether feat. amy lee:broken
Feeling: Extremely Happy, Tired, Sore
Eating/drinking: red mt.dew

Guys/Girls/Love/Kissing/And Other Stuff..

Have you ever been in love?: yes
How many people have you said that to(and meant it): my family, friends, and another special person *wink wink*
How many people have you kissed?: um only a few
Have you ever kissed someone of the same sex?: yes
How many people have you dated?: also only a few
What do you look for in a guy?: Smart, cute, funny, caring, nice, athletic, most important he can make me laugh
What's the first thing you notice about the opposite sex?: eyes
What type of guy/girl do you usually go for?: don't have a type
Do you have a crush right now?: um ya i do
If so who is it?: jake, like anyone didn't already now that
Do you believe in love at first sight?: yes i do
Do you remember your first love?: yep
Who is the first person you kissed?: an asshole
Do you believe in fate?: yep
Do you believe in soul mates?: yep
If so do you believe you'll ever find yours?: yep eventually

Favorites..

Color: purple
Food: french fries and mashed potatoes
Song: don't have one
TV Show: friends, that 70's show
School subject: psychology, and science classes
Band/singer/artist: something corporate, yellowcard, dashboard confesssionals, sugarclult, good charlotte and the list goes on
Radio station: 89X @home, 79.9 in allendale
Pair of shoes: my black flipflops
Actor: Paul Walker
Actress: Lindsay Lohan
Drink: orange juice, red mt.dew
Holiday: christmas
Perfume/cologne: perfume: curve for women, ae aura cologne: curve for men
Pizza topping: pepperoni bacon
Jello flavor: strawberry
Card Game: eucher
Video game: don't have one
Website: azlyrics, cuz they have them all
Computer game: don't have one
Number: 9
Cereal: fruity pebbles
Comedian: don't have one
Teacher: mr.kesserling
Salad dressing: italian
Thing to do on the weekend: sleep
Season: i like them all in there own way
Sport to watch: football, basketball
Person to talk to online: MAD Clark, or cercone

What Is Your Opinion Of The Following?..

Virgins: i'm one, if ur not i still love ya
God: i believe in him
Reality TV: good at first, getting a bit old w/the new stuff
J.Lo: way to be ur own person w/the initials, cough...loser
Emo music: most of its really good
Valentine's Day: really only nice when u have someone special to share it with
Homosexuals: i would like a gay man to be my best friend
Abortion: only in rape cases
Inter-racial relationships: color doesn't matter, love does
Death: sometimes hard to deal with
Pre-marital sex: If you are responsible then go for it
Pornography: pretty gross
Politics: i'm not going into that one

What Do You Think Of When You Hear These Common Names?..

Jack: from will and grace
Tiffany: expensive jewelry
Ben: ice cream
Maria: ?
Nicole: hoxey
Amy: a bitchy person
Adam: ?
Tom: the train
Charlotte: s web
Harold: cartoon
John: janece's son
Vanessa: not a nice person
Jake: the only guy for me
Sarah: the girl who lives down the hall
Natalie: fisher, cutest student i ever had
Nick: football player
Taylor: my cousin

Have You Ever..

Mooned anyone: nope
Been on a diet: kinda
Been to a foreign country: canada, i'm sheltered
Broken a bone: no
Swallowed a tooth/cap/filling: yep tooth
Sworn at a teacher: not so they could here me, good old mr.p
Got in a fight: yep
Dated a teacher: nope
Laughed so hard you peed your pants: close, unlike chelsey..2 drops came out lol
Thought about killing your enemy: yep, running them over w/my car
Gone skinny dipping: sadly no
Told a little white lie: yep, who hasn't
Told a secret you swore not to tell: yeah
Stolen anything: ya i think i did
Misused a swear word and it sounded absolutely stupid: um yep
Been on TV: yep
Been on the radio: once
Been in a mosh pit: yep, haha
Been to a concert: yep
Dated one of your best friends: nope
Loved someone so much it makes you cry: yep
Deceived somebody close to you: um yeah
Broken the law: yep
Been to a rodeo: not yet
Been on a talk show: nope
Been on a game show: nope
Been on an airplane: nope, like i said i am sheltered
Got to ride on a firetruck: ya, a few times, EMT!
Came close to dying: several times
Cheated on a bf/gf: nope
Gave someone a piggy back ride: yup
Terrorized a babysitter: yep, why wouldn't u?
Made a mud pie: maybe?
Had a dream that you're falling off a cliff: yeah, i hate those
Snuck out of the house at night: nope to hard in my house
Been so drunk you don't remember your name: nope, not that drunk
Felt like you didn't belong: yep
Felt like the 3rd wheel: yep
Smoked: nope
Done drugs: nope
Been arrested: nope
Had your tonsils removed: nope
Gone to camp: ballet camp, ya cercone!
Won a bet: maybe
Written a love letter: yep, not always a good idea, i learned the hard way asshole!!
Gone out of your way to be with the one you love: yep
Written a love poem: nope
Kissed in the rain: yep, it rained a lot in may lol
Slow danced with someone you love: yep
Participated in an orgy: nope
Faked an orgasm: nope
Stolen a kiss: sure
Asked a friend for relationship advice: of course
Had a friend steal your crush: yep, dam bitch
Watched the sunset/rise with someone you love: not yet
Gotten a speeding ticket: nope
Done jail time: nope
Had to wear a uniform to work: u bet, mickey d's
Won a trophy: yep
Thrown up in public: in church, on the bus
Bowled a perfect game: nope
Failed/got held back: nope
Roasted pumpkin seeds: yep
Taken ballet/karate lessons: ballet 15 years
Attempted suicide: nope
Cut yourself: nope

Randomness
Do you believe in aliens: not really
Name three things that are next to your computer: pics of friends, lamp, hippo
Do you have any hidden talents: uh..i don't think so
Do you wish MTV would play music videos: ya
If you were to star in a movie, what kind of movie would it be: comedy
What's the scariest movie you've ever seen: it!
What is the dumbest movie you've ever seen: can't hardly wait
Do you drive: yep
What is your dream car: a truck
Do you think your good looking: sometimes
Do others think you are good looking: well they say i do, they could lie
Would you ever sky dive: u bet
Do you believe in Bigfoot: um no
How many rooms do you have in your house: not really sure
Are you afraid of roller coasters: not anymore thanks to beck
Do you believe in God: yep
Do you believe in Satan: yep
Do you own a pooltable: nope
Do you have a dishwasher in your kitchen: yep, but my dad broke it
Do you like chocolate: what girl doesn't?
Who/what is on your 2003 calendar: Birthdays of all my friends, half days...off days, recital, competitions, practices, nutcracker, and other random things
How many U.S. states have you been to: really like 2, but more if u count driving through them
Ever wished on a shooting star: yep
Best Halloween costume you ever wore: in kindergarten i was rainbow bright, it was the best costume ever
Do you carry any weapons on you: nope
Name something you can't get enough of: laughing
Do you consider yourself a trendy person: not really
Are you an artistic person: not really
Are you a realistic person?: to some extent
Do you un-tie your shoes every time you take them off: nope
Are you a strong person: at times
Are you a strong willed person: if i believe in something enough...yes
Who is the last person to e-mail you: a girl from a club i'm in
Who is the last person to IM you: MAD Clark
Do you hate chain e-mails: yep
Are you a deep sleeper: some of the time
Are you a good story teller: haha depends
What is your greatest accomplishment: dance i guess
Do you like to burn candles or incense: candles, but not at GVSU u could burn down a building, heaven forbid that
Do you have your own credit card: debit card, but can be used as credit
Let's say you win the lotto. What do you do with all that money?: not sure
Do you have a check book: yep
Do you like your drivers license: not really, its ugly
Do you tan easily: most of the time
What color is your hair naturally: i believe it is a brownish color, don't really remember anymore
How many fillings do you have: some

work is oh so much fun

2004-10-17T20:23:56Z

well i have some free time at work, like i always do, so i thought i should update. it seems like everyday it gets a bit colder here, we even had some sleet for a lil while yesterday. not my favorite thing. mid-term grades are coming out this week so lets hope i'm noting doing badly in any of my classes. so i had more fun than i thought i would this weekend seeing that both kaitlyn and jake were gone. i hung out with my neighbors laura, riley and savanna. it was really funny on friday night. we all had something to drink and we were bored sitting in riley and savanna's room so we went downstairs to walk around on the guy's side. on the way these 4 very high guys stopped us to talk to them. it was a very weird conversation. the one guy who's name was courtney,(which i was thinking was a girls name) looks at me and was like "hey i like your jeans, they fit you well", and i didn't know what to say or think so i just said "thank you". we told them we were trying to find a "friend" so we had to go well they were like "hey you guys should come up to room 245 and we can hang out, 4 girls 4 guys" so riley told them we would stop by later. when we did the room smelled badly of crack, really bad. i mean they had on their fans to get rid of the smell. all they wanted was a piece of ass if you couldn't tell from the story. we had enough of their gay questions so we left.

saturday was sweeties day, which i feel is such a hallmark holiday, and besides jake was at home. it was really crappy here, cold and rainy all day. laura, riley, savanna and i wanted to go to the store so we went to the bus stop cuz its free. well the dam bus never showed up and we waited for at least 30 minutes. i did a whole lot of nothing, sat and watched mad tv for hours. that is the one thing i hate about saturdays, there is nothing on tv, maybe a movie or two if your lucky. now i'm just sitting at work until 6, i think this is the first time i wish i had some kind of homework. and its only cuz i want something to do other than stare at the computer for 3 hours. well i really cannot think of anything else that is going on in my life. so i guess thats really it.

p.s. i really really miss becky, i really really miss dance at home (more than anyone can possibly imagine), and i also really really miss all of my dance girls (you know who you are)

something random

2004-10-17T16:52:36Z

01: what is your first memory of me:
02: how long have we been friends:
03: tell about one memory we share together:
04: if we could spend a day together what would we do:
05: name one thing you really don't like about me:
06: name one thing you really do like about me:
07: have we ever gotten in a fight & about what:
08: have we ever hugged:
09: have we ever danced with each other:
10: have you ever seen me cry:
11: have i ever offended you:
12: what is something embarrassing that i've done:
13: what do i usually look like when you see me:
14: what do i say all the time\whats my catch phrase:
15: do you think we will be friends in 5 years:
16: do you think i am "moody"
17: has there been anything you wanted to tell me, but didn't:
18: what advice would you give me, in general:
19: suggest a band / cd for me to listen to:
20: is there a song that reminds you of me:

like i said it was random, and i don't feel like updating at the moment, maybe later

there are some days when i just hate my life

2004-10-11T03:54:18Z

this week has gone by pretty fast, which for the most part is a good thing. then there is the part where i leave my homework for sunday. word to the wise don't do it, it sucks big time. anyways nothing really happened this week @GVSU except it keeps getting a bit cooler. mid-terms are next week how much fun. there is only 10 weeks left, its sad that i'm already counting down. i also found out that i get almost a month off of school before i have to come back and that was the best news all week.

my mom, my aunt, my brother alex, and cousin joey came up for family weekend. i was really glad i got to see my mom. i've missed her so much. we all went to the football game on saturday night we played against hillsdale and we kicked their ass. we left at the end of the 3rd and it was 44 to 7. after we left they scored 14 more points. Go Lakers, haven't lost a game yet. they left around 3 or so today. (i'm sorry aunt barbie, i shouldn't have said what i said, i understand that you never want to talk to me agian. people make mistakes, guess i had to learn the hard way)

i really hate my writing class. i mean its not terrible or anything, i just cannot stand writing papers within a few weeks. i have about a page and i need at least 3. my paper is on domestic violence in high school relationships. just let me say some of the stuff i have read just plan scares me. i hope my creative juice start to flow soon, cuz it needs to be done tuesday for editing.

so i hate not having money. i mean i'm usually used to it but it is much worse than it ever has been before. my checking account is in the hole cuz of some misunderstanding and thinking i had money in it. it is just driving me nuts. i hate being this broke. but i'm sure i'll make it though cuz i usually do. i just hate this feeling.well i should get back to my paper, i have distracted myself long enough.

*gina i hope u get better soon, i love u

man is it cold here

2004-10-05T04:04:34Z

i went home over the weekend for the homecoming game. it wasn't too bad, i got to see people i've been missing and i saw others i could of done w/out seeing, but i guess that happens. after the game i took shannon home while becky took holly home and to get us some mcdonald's. then becky and i watched (more like i watched, haha love ya beck) 13 going on 30 (she had seen it before). saturday i spent sometime w/my family. i went w/my mom to kohl's and bought a new winter jacket, it is very warm and i can tell i'm going to need it. later that night jake and i went to see shark tail, it was a cute movie, i liked it a lot. after the movie we went to get taco bell, i love taco bell! also that night my dad made spaghetti and cheese bread for dinner, home made food is the best, that is one thing i miss about being home. sunday my mom made french toast and bacon, very good. packed up the car, went to say good bye to beck, then went to pick up michelle.

oh yes i forgot to mention that on the way home on friday, i stopped at MSU to pick up mandy, well on the way back to 69 we ended up going the wrong way, toward indiana. so we had to go about an hour out of our way to get home, it was interesting let me tell u.

school is going pretty good. however it is so f~ing cold, i hate that part. it seems like it's always so dam windy, oh well i figure out how to survive.

cannot wait for this weekend, it's family weekend and my mom and alex are coming to see me. that should be fun.

*MAD Clark~it was so good to see u in ur hot band outfit, and how lucky was i to see u too weekends in a row, pretty dam lucky. haha love ya

*becca lynn~ur the best best friend a girl could have, don't know what i'd do w/out u, just think only a month until we go to the club.

*jake~ur just the best

i'll spread my wings and i'll learn how to fly

2004-09-27T02:36:10Z

to start things off it turns out i was wrong about my psy test, i got a b, this made me very happy. also had an algebra test and got another b, i like b's they make me happy.

in other news i went home this weekend for my dad's b-day. my dad is also feeling much better. nobody knows what's wrong but he feels better so thats good. he's back to work and everything so that is also good.

on friday i hung out w/one of my favorite people, becky. i went over to her house and we watched the best movie, mean girls!, very funny. saturday i had 3 parties to go to. first it was my cousin's b-day, we watched them play football, then went back to the house for dinner. after that my mom and i went home to get ready for our next party, janece k's engagement party, i only stayed for an hour, i felt a bit out of place being there. i then called becky and we headed over to MAD Clark's house for her surprise b-day party. when becky and i pulled up chels and holly came out of nowhere and attacked us. chels pushed my head into one of the pine trees and then knocked the both of us to the ground. nice job chelsey! haha i love ya! MAD's party was tons of fun. we had our lil sex talk around the fire w/becky, and all the dance girls had a blast dancing the night away. lets just say some of that stuff should never been done in front of some people. wink wink. beck and i left around 12 and took chels, holly and haley home. we had a fun time in the car singing to some old school usher. and today i sat around at home, had some b-day for my dad and left around 5ish to come back to GVSU.

i can hardly wait for classes tomorrow! not. i enjoyed going home, got to spend some quality time w/the people i miss so much. some things aren't the same w/out those people. good news is i get to come home again next weekend cuz its homecoming. plus i'm also happy cuz becky doesn't have to work for hoxey's so she can go to the football game too! so i hope next weekend will be another fun weekend at home.

only a few bad things have happened in the past week. one becky and shannon's grandpa went into the hospital and has lung cancer. but from what i have heard from them and becky's family is that they are going to be able to get it out. so i hope everything goes good. i love ya papa! and the other bad thing, not nearly as bad is that i'm sick and it is just no fun at all, but i'll live. well i'm done now. later

do you lock urself in ur room? cuz i do

2004-09-21T03:20:01Z

i'm a lil stressed today cuz i have a test tomorrow morning in psychology and i don't feel that i'm ready to take it. i'm scared i might fail it. i hope i do okay, cuz if not i'm going to have to work harder next time. i also have a test on wed in algebra, but that one will be easy. i can't believe i'm going to say this but i don't miss my ballet class here. i think i was a good thing i quit. i feel like a huge weight has been lifted off my shoulders.

i'm really glad i'm going home this weekend. i'm starting to miss my family. but the best part is i get to see my becca lynn!! i miss here so much, it just not the same w/out her here. ya i get to talk to her over the phone, but its just not the same as her being here. its kinda weird too cuz we were always together. i think this is the longest we've been apart. but we'll make it cuz we have a very close friendship that cannot be broken. plus nobody here could ever replace her. its just not possible. i hopefully will also get to see MAD Clark, cuz i miss her too! she has been sending me mail and i love getting mail from her. it always makes my day when i see something is from her, its always so pretty! LOVE Ya MAD!!!!

well i need to get studying for my psy test. i'm done for now. i love and miss everyone!

wouldn't life be perfect if sweatpants were sexy, if monday mornings were fun, junk food didn't make u fat, girls didn't cause so much drama, if boys weren't so confusing, nothing was regrettable, u had the guy of ur dreams, u didn't have to lose the people u love, friendships didn't fade away and goodbyes only ment till tomorrow . . .